"I have nothing to give other than the thoughts in my head. Maybe someday I can look in the mirror and see past the scared little girl, blue eyes brimming with tears. I've been climbing mountains in my mind, desperately trying to leave the monsters behind. All I can do is write down these words of vulnerability, in an attempt to figure out a way to untangle the intricate web inside my head. Being alone in absolute silence frightens me to my very core." -SuzyMae June 2002